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Philosophy of a loser – Glee style

So, recently, I’ve started over the whole series of GLEE, and I’m enjoying it sooooo much!! Even better than the first time. I feel it. And I love it! It’s just awesome! 

This song sums up the whole series, I think, and my whole life.

Pay attention to the lyrics, and please, please, think about it! If you’re on the side of the one singing it, know that you’re not alone, and we are kings and queens of the world as much as any other people. And if you think I’m ridiculous and I’m a loser, well, Baby I don’t care 😉

– PaperGirl

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y39IBVhknmE So, recently, I've started over the whole series of GLEE, and I'm enjoying it sooooo much!! Even better than the first time. I feel it. And I love it! It's just awesome!  This song sums up the whole series, I think, and my whole life. Pay attention to the lyrics, and please, please, think… Continue reading Philosophy of a loser – Glee style

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Wanderer

Not all those who wander are lost” – J.R.R Tolkien.

I wanna go.

I wanna travel.

I wanna discover the world. 

I wanna walk through valleys and mountains and rain and life.

I wanna wander.

I wanna live.

– PaperGirl 

"Not all those who wander are lost" - J.R.R Tolkien. I wanna go. I wanna travel. I wanna discover the world.  I wanna walk through valleys and mountains and rain and life. I wanna wander. I wanna live. - PaperGirl 

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Anxiety and Life and Thoughts and akfgzertyuiopmlkjhgfdcvbn!!!!!!!!

For a few weeks now, I have anxiety.

I’ve always been a nervous girl, I have eczema very often and I am anxious all the time. But now, this is new : I have a hard time sleeping, because when I want to sleep I find myself thinking of wayyyyy to many things, about life, and jobs, and goals, and love, and everything and nothing. I stress out and I can’t sleep.

My first solution was to go to sleep so late that I would be too exhausted and sleep right away. It worked, for a little while. But soon I was too tired everyday. Since I don’t have a job, it’s not important, you’d tell me. But it is. It is important because if I’m in this state of mind, this is for a reason. I’m not well in my mind, but then in my body too. 

How to come to the end of it? I don’t have a proper answer yet.

But for me, the breakthrough was an appointment for a training for a new job, where the woman made me understand that I had no expertise at all. She asked me several times : “but what are your other skills?”. “I’ve just told you everything, like, my whole life. I don’t have anything more.” “Oh, I see, so, no skills then…”. Nicely put! Okay, she didn’t said it exactly like that, but it wasn’t really far from it either. It kind of broke me for a moment, but after a little while, I realized I already knew that. I had no skill in this area, but I didn’t have to stick to this particular sector. So, since she wouldn’t let me have a chance here, I decided to do something totally different. 

I think this is what set me free, because since that day I sleep better and I’m a little less worried about everything. I still haven’t done anything in the new way I’ve chosen, like finding a training or a job, but I feel more comfortable with it. Maybe it won’t work, we’ll know soon enough. But for now, I’m way better and this is the most important. 

A few days ago, I saw this quote from Lana Parrilla (a normal woman, not an expert who know everything about it but just a regular human being who just live, like me, like you): “You are where you need to be. Just take a deep breath.”. And this is it. This is the whole point of my post. Maybe sometimes we just have to make a decision and change everything just to be in a better place. Maybe if you’re going through this there’s a reason, not like God or anything, but just for you to become stronger, and to be better. I’m talking for myself of course, I know some people have bigger issues and problems. I don’t know everything, far from it. I’m just talking for me, for my own experience. 

I like to take quotes from normal people and not experts, because I feel closer to them. Another quote I like these days : “Two important lessons about life : 1. Life is chaos. 3. Plans are void. C. Become one with chaos. *. Stop taking yourself so seriously!” – Sachin Sahel. It sums up what I feel about life most of the time. Maybe it’s just time to embrace it and see what happens. It could be good. 

Another quote I’ve seen recently (I promise this is the last one): “Life’s short. Make the first move.”. This is just something I want to keep in mind. If you’re not well, it may be because some things need to change in your life. Make the first move to change it, even if it feel scary and stressful. 

I’m not sure of what I’m saying right now, it’s just a feeling I have for a few days. I hope it’ll work out well.

So. Anyway. Count to three. Breath. And don’t forget to live. Because yes, you are alive! Embrace it. Enjoy being alive! 

I should be the first to try and follow my own advice. Ha!

– PaperGirl

Don’t hesitate to comment, I’d be glad to talk with you and hear what you have to say on the subject =)

For a few weeks now, I have anxiety. I've always been a nervous girl, I have eczema very often and I am anxious all the time. But now, this is new : I have a hard time sleeping, because when I want to sleep I find myself thinking of wayyyyy to many things, about life,… Continue reading Anxiety and Life and Thoughts and akfgzertyuiopmlkjhgfdcvbn!!!!!!!!

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Be the change you want to see in the world

I got this quote from Prison Break, but it was Gandhi who said that. I don’t remember exactly why Michael Scofield chose this quote, but I like it and I think it suits him and his way of seeing and living life. 

Nowadays more than ever, this quote speaks to me.

First, PRISON BREAK IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!! This was one of favorite TV series ever, and even if I don’t agree with all the reboots and sequels years after the end of something (please be inventive and create something new!!), I’m so happy about it! I watched the first episode and the 42 minutes felt like 15! I’m so into it at 100%! Can’t wait to see what is waiting for us next! Anyway, that was not the subject here. 

This quote. Be the change you want to see in the world.

I’m at a part of my life where I have to make choices, important choices, that will impact on my future forever. Since I don’t find any job in the course I studied in college, I have to reconvert and transform myself. In a way, this is awesome cause I can be a lot of things and I got to choose who I can become again. Like a new start. But it’s also very hard because it feels like my one and only chance, and I have to choose right. 

So, this quote speaks to me because I get to choose and be the change I want to see in my life. In my little personal world. I’m speaking low scale here. So I need to consider who I am, and I want to be, and who I can be, mix this, and Voilà! Easy right? If only…

In a large scale, this quote is important and it should be everybody’s motto. It’s so simple and true. If you are and act like you wish everyone else would do, it’s already an improvement for the world. If everyone did this, then our world would not be so dark and violent and sad. By changing what you want to change in you own scale, you can change it in a larger scale. If you can’t be a change all by yourself, you can be part of it somehow. 

I always think : never do to anyone else what you wouldn’t like anyone else to do to you

I don’t do any charity project, or help anyone in a particular way, I’m not that exemplary person. I wish I would be, but like the majority of us, I’m self-centered, even if that doesn’t mean I’m selfish. I like to think I’m a good person and that I try to be the person I would like to be, not hurting people around me, changing and creating my life little by little. It’s not that easy. And I like to think that when I’ll be more settled, I’ll be able to make a change in a larger scale, and be the change I want to see in the world. Hope doesn’t hurt, right?

– PaperGirl

 

I got this quote from Prison Break, but it was Gandhi who said that. I don't remember exactly why Michael Scofield chose this quote, but I like it and I think it suits him and his way of seeing and living life.  Nowadays more than ever, this quote speaks to me. First, PRISON BREAK IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!… Continue reading Be the change you want to see in the world